Caution

So busy this week!  I had my kidney biopsy,  that was fun. Came home from that and I received flower's from my daughter Mandy which shocked the hell out of me since I haven't heard from her in forever!  I decided to text her after many failed e-mail attempts and was surprised she answered me.  I was nervous because she is so unpredictable but,  I really wanted to know how Fallon was doing and it was  wonderful to hear and see how big she got and how well she was doing.


Mandy sent me a video and some pictures.  We briefly caught up and said our good byes.
It's sad that you have to be so scared of your own daughter and fear what you tell her.  I told her I was doing good and pretty much left it at that.  Steve has enough to worry about without having to worry she'll report back to the girls back in RI.  That's a whole sad story in it's self. I miss my daughter a lot.  She can be so funny and full of adventure.  We had so many good times together and Fallon is a joy!  Fallon loved her Grandma and always wanted me to go with them whenever they were going out.  She would come stand in my bedroom doorway and say.... Grandma are you coming? and if I said no,  not today she would always grunt and say...come on!  LOL  I love her so much and miss her awful!  I miss all the little ones we don't see,  I just never mention it to Steve because it will make him sad.


Such a wonderful Dad and Papa and so unappreciated by most.  I love you Steve and I know how much you hurt in silence~~~